Yesterday was one of the hardest days of my life to date.
I put my best friend to sleep.
My heart aches and I'm having a really hard time dealing with this sadness.
I know time heals. I know she's in a better place. I know this was the right thing to do.
This doesn't help the emptiness I feel inside.
She will be missed greatly and I can only hope that she's running through a sunny field, grinning from ear to ear surrounded by an endless supply of tennis balls and milkbones.
Crystal aka Tootie aka Mama Bear. July 1996-April 2010.
Goodbye friend.
I put my best friend to sleep.
My heart aches and I'm having a really hard time dealing with this sadness.
I know time heals. I know she's in a better place. I know this was the right thing to do.
This doesn't help the emptiness I feel inside.
She will be missed greatly and I can only hope that she's running through a sunny field, grinning from ear to ear surrounded by an endless supply of tennis balls and milkbones.
Crystal aka Tootie aka Mama Bear. July 1996-April 2010.
Goodbye friend.
i am so very sorry for your loss. it's the hardest thing, isn't it? crystal looks like a lovely girl who was very, very well loved.
Posted by: jodi | April 13, 2010 at 06:04 PM
*hugs* tina.. take the time to heal, to feel somewhat normal again. hard to do. but try, okay? *hugs*
Posted by: Sasha Farina | April 13, 2010 at 06:22 PM
oh tina..... so sorry for your loss. having been through it myself, i know how difficult it is. i'm sure your sweet baby is running through those sunny fields. amazing how much they touch our hearts. xoxo
Posted by: joanne smith (spagirl) | April 13, 2010 at 06:43 PM
So very hard--my heart is with you, I feel like I've done this too many times. Squeezy hugs from me to you.
Posted by: JennO | April 13, 2010 at 06:46 PM
ohhh tina I'm so so so sorry. I'm giving you the hugest hugs ever right now. <3! pets are truly one of the best things in life and losing one is such a terrible heartache :(
Posted by: Amanda Elizabeth | April 13, 2010 at 06:47 PM
Oh I'm so sorry. That photo breaks my heart. Sending you lots of love.
Posted by: emily (justem) | April 13, 2010 at 07:02 PM
oh tina ... so very sad to read this news. thinking of you (and what a beautiful photo.) hugs to you, friend.
Posted by: heyjenrenee | April 13, 2010 at 07:05 PM
oh my, I am so so so sorry. my heart truly aches for you. it does get better though, the sadness turns into happy memories. i'm sending a big ol' hug your way!
Posted by: Mallory | April 13, 2010 at 07:08 PM
oh, tina. i'm so sorry. =( much love to you. ((hugs))
Posted by: lisa truesdell | April 13, 2010 at 07:10 PM
Oh girl I am so sorry!! I know you have said she was near this time but I had no idea she was so sick. She is in a better happier place but I know you are sad, big hugs! It is hard to say goodbye to the ones you love
Posted by: vee | April 13, 2010 at 07:12 PM
the only think that heals a broken heart is time. i'm sorry for your loss. don't worry though, i'm sure there's an endless supply of tennis balls where she's at now. hugs.
Posted by: leni | April 13, 2010 at 07:14 PM
i'm so sorry, tina. my thoughts and prayers that you never forget mama bear and that she's in a better place.
Posted by: Corinne | April 13, 2010 at 07:19 PM
so sorry to hear this, tina. pets truly hold a special place in our hearts. . . and she'll be in yours forever :) big hugs to you.
Posted by: Jill | April 13, 2010 at 07:19 PM
I'm so sorry for your loss Tina. Love that sweet photo of you two. Wishing you and your husband peace during this time.
Posted by: Susan C. | April 13, 2010 at 07:27 PM
I am so sorry. I know the love of a pet and it's a love that cannot be replaced. thoughts and prayers are with you.
Posted by: Ali | April 13, 2010 at 07:30 PM
I'm so, so sorry for your loss. :( I hope you can cherish your memories together. (((hugs)))
Posted by: jen | April 13, 2010 at 07:32 PM
oh tina-- i'm so sorry to hear this. thinking of you!
Posted by: Michele H. | April 13, 2010 at 07:33 PM
my thoughts are with you tina. my mom had to do the same to our sweetie last year and it was very very difficult. pets really do hold a special love in the heart. xo to you <3
wendy
Posted by: wendy | April 13, 2010 at 07:56 PM
I am so sorry for you. I can only imagine how you must feel. My dog is 16 this May and I am dreading that day. She is the love of my life.
Posted by: Jennifer Findlay | April 13, 2010 at 07:56 PM
Sigh. I have never been through this but I know it will happen one day. My baby girls are only 5 and 2, but I just try not to think about it.
Thinking of you.
Posted by: Stephanie Wheeler | April 13, 2010 at 08:14 PM
Ohh my heart breaks for you =((( sooo very sad. nothing can be said to make it better. tons of hugs
xo
Posted by: C. Rayevich | April 13, 2010 at 08:21 PM
Ohhhhh my goodness, I am so sorry and my heart goes out to you! I grew up with only cats, but my hubby and I have 2 lil Westies and they are my life. I can't imagine having to do this and I am soooo sorry!
Hang in there girly and hold onto all of the amazing memories:-)
Posted by: Tamara Nicole | April 13, 2010 at 08:30 PM
So, so sorry to read this. I remember feeling exactly the same way and I'm not sure you can adequately prepare for this. Keeping your family in thoughts & prayers...
Posted by: JennL | April 13, 2010 at 08:34 PM
oh, my god tina! i am so sorry. i know exactly how you feel and it is indeed heartbreaking. hugs to you ♥
Posted by: Lisa O | April 13, 2010 at 09:42 PM
Oh, Tina, my heart is breaking with yours. Your sweet one is free of pain now. We had to say goodbye to our Riley two years ago, and I know what you are feeling now. Just know that you did right by Crystal. You loved her wonderfully and love her still.
Posted by: Jill Sprott | April 13, 2010 at 10:35 PM